what is it? u're a bitch? great!

i,m so given up about this whole life stuff.i get it.i can't fit in.i've been isolated from society 4 so long n it makes me feel terrible about myself.i got a lot of problems which no one knows about it n i'm pretty sure that none of them understand any of it.i don't even know why am i exists in this world.i can't figure out what exactly i want.i was like lifeless...

whose the heck is this???

he said...

"dis picture is taken pukul 6 tau.. hahaha
i was just finish interviewing Prof Emiritus Dr Shad Saleem Faruqi ..
habis kelas jer terus rush to his office to complete the interview for my assignment.. bab tu tak sempat nak kemas hahahaaha"

nice mugshot my dear! XD

it's hard not 2 text you

i always tell myself not 2 text u again but still i hv 2 as i need 2 ask everything about the important date of test result n stuff. part of me tells me that maybe, (i said maybe) u meant 2 be my friend but i still need 2 get 2 know u better b4 i make any decision cuz i had been hurt 2 many times n i don't want 2 make the same mistake.i'm so confuse now...why u always keep coming back 2 me n tell me i'm the best friend ever u met in ur entire life??? wht is that really? though u know the fact that i hurted u soo2 many times.the thing is i can't stop asking u stuff.ugh! i can't decides..uncertanties popped out of my head...

aqil

why r u soo stubborn?
i tried soo hard 2 teach u but u never listen 2 me
all u know is 2 enjoy everything u like
please...be smart
makes us proud
ugh...i almost 4got
i hv 2 teach him some more 2mrrw...
so,,, dislike.. =(
hihihi

thank you 2 all the ppl who support me all this while

it was kind of hard 4 me to get thru all the obstacles in my life especially now where i hv 2 face the biggest challenge in my life-campus life! as 4 being a loner makes it even harder 4 me. =( but,this small portions of ppl help me 2 keep my sanity at positive level.so thanks a lot to all ths ppl- FiZZ, HiLMi , k-rol, AiZAT, FENDi N MY DEAREST AUNTS CIK TINIE N UDAK. really apreciate ur concern...so, like..

sobie

i was being disturbed

i got a text from anonymous person...it was not a pleasent message as she claimed he found my number from some tacky store or something. i never ever put my number any at that place.i forced her 2 tell the truth n she said she just tried it on.the thing is i asked a help from my 'friend'.i didn't talked 2 anybody since my rejection from the society.so it was kind of shocking 2 me.the person i asked 4 help is a girl.ugh...i don't want to talk about it...aw, 4get 2 say something! another boring day 4 me.... so, dislike

F & Z

my revenge has gone so far since 'the' incident happened. right after that, i feel like my life is meaningless n all i can think of is how 2 continue my life.unfortunately, life has fall on me n nothing i could do 2 stop it.this was all their's(f & z) fault! i'll never 4give u no matter how hard u beg 4 forgiveness.did u know how miserable my life now? since i hv 2 face all the questions coming out from all of those 'ppl'(ppl i really h8) i can't seem 2 c the good future between u(f & z) n me.i don't really know how this will end n when exactly it going 2 be end.the real question is, 'is it going to happen anyway???' so u guys know where this f & z fall to... DISLIKE

sobie

this is some of my classmates n i h8 some of them.i mean pretty much all of them! surprise? hell 2 the no! just ask my coursemates.they all knew about this.the best thing is I-don't-care....so next time u c my next post don't regret anything u read coz u about 2 know whether u're in 'like' or 'dislike' category. aw! fyi, if u h8 me,i would like 2 remind again, I DON'T CARE! thanks 4 keeping up wit me...

sobie

she texted me again

i got a text from her yesterday at 11pm...unexpected 1...she felt sorry 4 wht she had posted on my facebook? please.... i know u want 2 be my friend but u can't as i feel sorry 4 u.i might be a loner but that's fine as i find it really different.it really brought tremendous change in my life..no 1 hv 2 know this especially my coursemates, friends and my families.all i want in my life is 2 be on my own where i could do pretty much anything i want